College First Times :))

      This is my second post for today, because I really want to put them now rather than later. ^_^


       1.) Dormitory - the first change that I had to underwent. (I will make a different post about this)

       2.) New Friends - Of course, college is a whole new thing and it is really different from High school. They say in college there are no permanent friend, but so far I can say that it is wrong because I found friends that up to our third semester will remain my friends. I would also like emphasize that is true that friends in college will never be the same as HS was. They are all different of course(except in some situations), but the solidity and the fun will never be the same. I am not saying that college friends are not fun, but not like the HS friends definition of Fun. I remember one of our friend said and I quote: "Hindi naman sa hindi kayo masayang kasama iba lang talaga kapag sila ang kasama mo". The "sila" was meant for the HS friends. I just list it down in the college first times because being friends in HS is way easier than it was in our college time.

       3.)  Flood - I have experience the First flood in the U-belt around June, I was wearing my PE uniform then, and I have to soak my rubber shoes in canal looking water just to make it to my dormitory. To top the experience up, I forgot to bring my umbrella with me, so it was not just my shoes but as well as me that is soaking. One lesson : "Always bring Umbrella".

       4.) Free Day - When I say 'free day' it was meant for the day where your professors decided not to show up in class. It was at first fun, but when it was the time for the bloody MAKE UP CLASS it is so not fun already.

       5.) Amazing race - Our fun teacher Ms. Gonzales decided that she wants this Amazing race to be our finals and It is so fun that we finish it in just 2-3 hours. I was with my friends when we did this in our campus, so that makes the experience a whole lot funnier and easier.

      6.) go to places - During HS, there are 'gala' as well, but in college it is move up to the next level. I can now feel that I can go to any part of Metro Manila, as long as there is lrt/mrt. haha. ?I just got used to using them. They are really helpful for everyone and they are easy to ride to, ^_^ I also reach places now by myself that I wasn't able to when I was still in HS.

      7.) Magazine making - during our second semester, we had three English subjects that is why we have this magazine making for our ENSP 703 class. The experience is really awesome. At first we thought like we are engineering students and not journalism or any course related to writing, but as the magazine making proceed we appreciate it more and we really had fun doing it, of course it was hectic and we got so busy, but nevertheless the experience is really memorable. The learning we get it also outstanding.

       8.) Public speaking - This is for our ENSP 903, I really love this class. I think one of the reason is because I am one of the 'great' speakers of the class according to our professor. haha. Not to brag but after this class I think I can really become a public speaker. ^_^ haha. I also got a lot of feed back from my block mates that I was really good. I just hope it reflects to my grades. :) Another perk of this class is that we utilize English not just a language for writing but speaking as well.

      9.) Attend a Christian Church - I will also post a different post for this. I really have a lot to tell :) especially about this topic. :)

       that is all for now. I am also quite tired already, so toodles and see yah next time :) :* Lots of Love peeps :)

My Five years endevour begins.

           Hi blog, it has been a while since I last posted I just kind of miss it and so here I am again. Do not worry I am telling good news about myself today :)

           Last June 2013, I finally decided (yes! I just decide last June or to be approximately right May) to enroll in Far Eastern University East Asia College as a Bachelor of Science in Civil Engineering Student.  Haha. Never as in never in my wildest dream in high school that I would become a BSCE student. To be honest I do not have a preferred school, mainly because I do ye not have a preferred course during my fourth year I just said this and that but anything is fine with me.

           There after I enrolled, Of course I enter the University last June and I met a lot of wonderful and not so wonderful classmates and professors. The journey is tiring but fun. I have learned a lot during the two semesters that I have stayed in that University. I did things I never thought I could. I became fascinated with math now more than ever. :)

           To be specific I met a professor last semester that really put my patient to the next level, but that experience shouldn't be rekindle though. Along with her was one of the funniest prof. I had, which is Ms. Gonzales. She made every meeting fun and exciting. The next term I had a lot of good and let me say generous. haha. There is just this one prof. that is really AMAZING. He is Mr. Marciano, he solve solid mensuration problems like they are just a piece of cake, and not just that he can solve square root of a million, squares of 6 digit numbers, trigonometric functions and everything without calculator. He is really AMAZING. Hands down.

           Next, the classmates/block mates. I just realized that in every class you will go to, there are or there is this person/persons who would be the "straw of the class" It would course be rude if I mention them so let us not discuss that. There is this person that I really got close too, she is Joy, we shared most of our college first times together, so it is really fun. The second semester we change schedules so I have new set of friends, but I also have most of my close friends from my 1st term in our block. They are Jelo, Karla, Alyssa, Charissa, Kat and Joy as well. We all became closer this semester especially because it was just 12 of us in another class. (I did not mention my other block ates because we are not really that close).

           This is just a teaser to my Five years in college, or four year and a semester if I will not drop or repeat any subject. (hoping) Five years because that will include my board exam :) This set up for me is not Ideal, but with God's grace I know I can make it :)

Facebook

Haist.. Nakakainis talaga, hindi ko mawari kung anong problema ng aking "laptop" at ayaw niyang magbukas ng facebook. Arrggh. Un na nga lang ang ginagawa ko dito sa bahay, nawala pa haiisst. BADtrip talaga .. >:( . ano kayang problema nito :(

Ano kayang Magandang Gawin?

Sa tingin ko unti unti na akong naaadik na kuhaan ang sarili ko ng larawan, at ang aking blog ang napagdidiskitahan kong lagyan ng mga ito. :) Isa itong "boring" na araw. Wala naman kasi kaming ginawa buong araw. haha. bukod sa pakikipagsabunutan at tawanan sa aking kapatid ay wala naman na akong masyadong ginawa.. ^_^ Biro lang ang pakikipagsabunutan. :) Pero sana makaisip na ako ng bagay na magagawa ng matagalan. Napagisip isip ko din namang mag-ombre ng "shorts".. Pero hindi pa ako nakakabili ng dye kasi tinatamad akong pumunta ng waltermart kahit na sasakay naman ako papunta doon. :) hehehe. Nagiisip rin akong ipagupit yung buhok ko na tulad nung nasa larawan na una ko nang nilagay dito, pero hindi daw maganda sabi nung isa, kaya wag nalang. Naisip ko ring magpakulay ng buhok pero wala naman akong trip na kulay, oh di ba? nababaliw na ako.. :D kung sabagay matagal naman na akong baliw ee.. haha lumalala nga lang ngayon. >:D Wala pa akong friends na bago dito kasi hindi naman ako lumalabas. Tsaka "delicate" ako ee. ^_^ hehehehe. Bukod sa mga yun, namimiss ko na rin ang mga may sapak kong Kaibigan :) hehehe.. Nagbabasa naman ako sa "wattpad" pero dahil isa ako sa mga tinatawag nilang "fast reader" mabilis kong natatapos ang isang novel dun :( haist.. Ano kaya ang magandang gawin ? Gusto kong pumunta ng Manila, kaso wala naman akong pera hahaha :) .. Nagpost na rin ako ng Gwiyomi ko dun sa tumblr account ko.. heheh :D Nanunuod din ako ng mga hair tutorials sa youtube. Kaya lang wala naman akong mapagpratisan dito sa aming tahanan :( haist.

Texting

I just want to put this conversation of me and a friend so that I won't somehow forget about it.

{I wasn't using the same exact words that we exchange but here is the best wording I can remember}

HIM: ano na ang nararamdaman mo sa kanya? < actually sinabi nia ung pangngalan but I won't mention it nalang>

ME: ewan ko eee.. Magulo pa :)

HIM: Dyan nagsisimula yan.

ME: ang ano?

HIM: Ung feelings, kasi hindi ka naman maguguluhan kung wala. :D

..hehehe :) .. thoughts?

Hashtag : picture

Nitong mga nakaraang araw, wala akong magawa dito sa aming tahanan kung kaya't ako ay laging kumukuha ng aking larawan :) haha ..   #VAIN


Miss ko na din ang mga may SAPAK kong Kaibigan :) :*

Shaved Head :)

This past few days I've been thinking of getting this look below :

I think that look is cool, but as I said i'm just thinking about getting that specific look. I want it in a way that i also don't want it. I'm really confused right now. Just wanna share the thought :)

BoreDom

Eye bugs :D 

eyebugs :D

Me

Me and my sisteret :D

       At dahil wala akong magawa kanina, hehe.. Picture picture nalang muna :) Hahahahahahahaha..

With COF girls

Ang ganda ko dito :) hehe .. 

Me and Gel :) 

Danice : me : Angeliec (from left to right )

With two of my Best Buddies :)

ME and Gel lang ulit 

Blur lang ang Peg ;)

Camera 360 ( Sexy Lips) Maka pout ng lips :)

Memememe :) 

Early morning Picture :) 

Picture pa :D

Pagpapacute :D 

Pikit pikit :D

Ganda :D

 Ito ung mga Picture nung Nagovernight kami ni Gel sa house ni Danice :)) Wala Lang :)) Bonding Lang :))

COF :D

Me.. Danice..Angeliec
James..Reymond

Yung mga taong na nasa picture sa itaas nito ay ang mga taong maituturing kong TUNAY NA KAIBIGAN.. Since second year classmate ko na sila pero ung summer bago kami magfourth year naging sobrang close. I never thought na magiging ka-close ko sila.. sa totoo lang.. Sila ang pinaka-baliw na mg tao na nakilala ko.. Kung tutuusin medyo malayo ang mga ugali namin sa isa't-isa kung kaya't nakakapagtaka na kami ay naging magkakaibigan.. :) pero masaya talaga ako na nakilala ko sila at sila ay naging parte ng buhay ko.. 

Ang laki ng pasasalamat ko dahil naging mga kaibigan ko sila.. ^_^ Sila ung mga taong madalas may sapak, pero asahan mo na laging nandyan para sayo sa oras ng kagipitan.. Yung mga taong susuportahan at hindi ka iiwan.. Iintindihan nila at sasakyan ang mga trip mo.. Yung sabay sabay niyong gagwin ang isang kahiya-hiyang bagay… Sila ang COF :) yan ang pangngalan ng grupo namin.. Actually kung ano-ano ang meaning niyan.. Circle of Friends, Circle of Fund.. At kung ano-ano pa… Mayroon din kaming isang member na umalis.. ( sa ibang post ko nlng ichichika ).. Pero un.. Masaya sila kasama..  

COF: walang words ang makakapagdescribe kung gaano ko kayo pinahahalagahan bilang mga kaibigan.. gusto ko din kunin ung chance na ito para mag sorry sa mga times na hindi ako nagiging mabuting kaibigan sa inyo.. at sa tampo chuchu ko sa inyo.. hehe :) Alam kong madami na ang mga tampuhan na pinagdaanan natin pero alam ko din maraming pang darating, I hope and pray na lagi natin yung malampasan.. Salamat sa inyo.. I hope naman na mabuti naman akong kaibigan sa inyo.. Pasensya na kung hindi ko madalas masabi ito sa inyo.. I love you all :* .. I hope we will always be friends .. :)



PS: kahit lilipat na ako sa Manila.. I'll try to visit you guys ALWAYS..
PPS: Even though we don't see each other much.. I won't forget you guys :) 

Its just me ..

Aside from my name and other physical features people don't know me well.. I think mostly it is because of me.. 

I am not that kind-of-showy when it comes to my feelings towards anything, you may see me most of the time as if I do not care, but I really do in my own way. I know that probably most thinks that I am don't care about them or something but as I said I really really do, it is just that I do not show it. I think because I am afraid of what will be its outcome or how will it affect others. I am afraid of hurting someone's feelings although I may seem as someone who can tell whatever she wants to say, but I really am not. Talking about my feelings is my real fear. I don't know why, maybe because I am afraid of what others will think and so on… I know that is a lame excuse but that is just me. 

I am also not a sweet kind of person. I am sure of this one. Even my friends notice it on me. I am not that "affectionate" maybe because growing up and facing my teenage years without a father gives me a lot of fears such as I don't have anyone who will always protect me, someone who will always be there for me and so on, like a father .. I don't have that so I learn to keep my emotions to myself. I have to guard me and my feeling because I don't have someone to do it for me. I don't let my guard down easily even my close friends, I find it hard to tell them things because I am afraid of what will they think of me, because let us face it everybody is judge-mental in their own way. One of my fears as well being judge. I know I did this a few times with other but now I make it a point to know someone first before throwing a lot of comment on them. 

I also loose my patience fast, but this one I am trying to change and as far as my evaluation goes, I am more patient now than I am before. 

I don't trust people easily. I think I don't trust them easily because of my experience before and as well as living without my dad with me, because this is a harsh world let's face it. If you trust people easily they might harm you although not physically but maybe emotionally. When someone ask for forgiveness from me, I forgave them but I sometimes don't forget what they did to me especially if it is something really big. I seldom give second chances because in my personal opinion if you treasure me enough you wouldn't do this specific thing because you know that it will upset me big time. I know that it is wrong to have a grudge on someone but hey, its just me. It is my way to protect my self from getting hurt. 

I am lazy and I am trying to change it but I still have no luck with this one. 

I can say that I am responsible. I know this because when I was assigned to something I do everything in my power to make that specific task to be done. I don't like passing responsibilities because that will only give me another things to think about. I also don't like that sometimes when I am paired with someone that someone will do nothing because he/she knows that I will our task. It is hard and that is the reason why I don't like group work etc. I also don't like the idea that someone will put the blame on me because of some mishaps that occur. I really hate that because personally I am sure that I did this to the best i can. When I do something, i put my everything in it.

I do things for my friends, although I am not that affectionate, I try to do simple things to my friends for them to be happy. 

I also make it a point to be nice to everyone but I am just a mere human. I have my limits. 

I am sometimes caught off guard in some situation. When this one happens I don't know what to do or say and I just over think about it.

I over think things, and i am really paranoid. 

I am a positive thinker when it comes to other things but when I am talking about my self I am a negative thinker I think of the worst. I think it is because I have a low self-esteem or what we commonly called "self-confidence". I am trying to put a little more faith in me but I just can't right now, but I am working on it. 

I give nice advice, according to most of my friends. I usually can tell them what to do or how to handle this situation but when it comes to me I usually don't know what to do. I know that is normal because when you are really in a problem most of the time you only think of the problem itself and don't think about the other stuffs. 

I try to help most people in every way I can but if only the accept it. 

I try to be as friendly as possible but sometimes I am not, because I am afraid of rejections. This happens a lot of time like for example I invite only these persons because I know that they will not turn their backs on me. I now they will stay with me. 

I also have a withdrawal tendency, it is when i thought someone don't like me, I also don't like them my self. If I felt that I don't belong I pull my self away from them. 

I treasure my friends, I do my everything to keep them because I know that it is hard to find friends that will always be true to you. I am glad that I have this people. I love them . 

so most of the things that I am is here. I hope many will understand me now. :) 

Love lots. 

Pairima  <3 

Motto

"Don't ask questions you don't want to know the answers "

I've been dying to ask someone something, kasi sobrang curious na talaga ako, kaso hindi ko naman masabi kasi natatakot ako sa isasagot niya.. Kasi pakiramdam ko na pag hindi valid ang reason ang niya kung bakit yun yung nangyari sigurado sasama lang ang loob ka sa kanya for a long period of time..

Ang sakit lang kasi na wala manlang siyang explanation na sinabi sakin or what-so-ever sa ginawa niya, sobrang umasa ako sa kanya tapos ganun pala yung gagawin niya sakin.. Sana hindi nalang niya yun ginawa di ba?

Kung humindi siya noon pa lang edi sana, Ok ang lahat hindi yung ganun siya.. Grabehan lang talaga.
Nakakalungkot lang talaga kasi bakit kailangan ganun hindi ba? Yung tipong isang bagay lang yun na hiniling mo sa kanya..

Pairima :/

Curiosity Kills the Cat?? Maybe...

Heyy.. eto nanaman ako.. haha..  magrereklamo nanaman tungkol sa buhay at iba pang mga bagay..

Dahil sa pagiging curious ko sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ng ibang person ((..note* ung close ko lng naman aa ..)), I now find myself in a situation i'd rather not be involve into. Ngayon tuloy nahihirapan ako, siguro tama nga ung "less is more" the less you know about the things that surrounds you although it makes you look like a 'dumb nobody' the more peaceful your life can be..

Hindi ko naman sila sinisisi at hndi rin nmn ung sarili ko, sa tingin ko lng nmn na mas magiging mapayapa ako kung hindi ko sila nalaman but nevertheless nalaman ko na ee, may magagawa pa ba ako? …

Ito ay bagong issue sa aming magkakaibigan. Bakit mahirap ito para sa akin? Kasi dalawa sa pinakamalalapit na kaibigan ko ang involve dito. Alam mo yung umaabot ka na sa point na hindi mo na alam ang sasabhini mo dahil ayaw mong masaktan ang feelings ng isa at ayaw mo din naman lumabas na may kinakampihan ka sa kanila..  <<Para mas madali papangalanan ko silang Friend A at Friend B.>>

Siguro mukhang hindi ako affected pero kabaligtaran yun.. Sobra akong naapektuhan sa mga nangyayari dahil pareho ko silang kaclose, siguro magaling lang akong magtago or baka may nakakapansin na nun hindi nga lang niya ako matanong about sa bagay na yun.. meron nga akong isa pang close friend na naiyak dahil naiipit na daw sia, actually tingin ko malapit na rin akong maiyak sa mga nangyayari, sadyang malakas lang siguro ang emotional side ko bilang tao.. Kasi kung hindi nakoooo, ewan ko lang.. 

Awkward kung tatanungin ka nila ng : "friend anong gagawen ko?", ay mali hindi pala yan awkward na tanong isa yang tanong na hindi mo masasagot ng basta na lamang dahil pag ito ang sinabi ko masasaktan si friend A, pag iyon naman masasaktan naman si friend B.. so bale mahirap talaga.. Ayaw mo silang saktan kaya hindi mo sila matulungan. 

Kasi totoo nmn na kailangan ko munang mamili ng taong ssktan db.? in any way may masasktan at masasktan sa kanilang dalawa.. Paano nmn un db? ayoko din naman na tumayo nalang sa isang tabi at manuod na lang sa mga mangyayari kasi pag may kaibigan na akong umiyak, may guilt ako na mararamdaman dahil hindi ako gumawa ng paraan upang mailayo siya roon.. 

Haistt.. NapakaComplicated ng buhay ..   :///

-Pairima :) 

Paasa..

   . ang pagpapaasa ay hobby mo na yata. :) ung tipong ssbhin mo na OO tpos ang totoo naman pala HINDI tlga. ung papayag ka pero hindi nmn pala. Dumadami na ang mga ganyan sa mundo. Nakakainis lng kasi hindi mo nmn dapat gngawa un. Hindi kasi nakakatuwa kung oo dapat oo lng kung hindi edi hindi. Hindi ung mangiiwan ka sa ere? ano ka ibon?..

  . hindi mo first time gnawa yan.. kaya ewan ko ba kung bakit ang ***** ko kung bkt parin ako umasa sa isang katulad mo. Kaya ayoko na ng mga ganyang bagay, kahit mga tao na puro paasa ang ggwen sau. pero partly mali ko din nmn un kasi nga umasa nmn ako.

  . when will the time be na hindi ka magkakaganyan? siguro nga kasama na yan sa paguugali mo. Hayaan mo next time hindi na ako aasa sa isang taong katulad mo. sa isang taong Paasa.

Retreat..

 . . . Sobrang nakakarelieve ung retreat kahit hindi lahat ng gusto kong sabhin nasabi ko. May ilan din kasi akong hindi ko na snbi. Pero ok na rin un. ang tapang ng ibang boys kasi umiyak sila at ung iba nagshare tlga. Nkakatuwa rin kasi ung ibng hindi halos nagsslita biglang nagshare. Tpos kahit wala na retreat shinare nila ung mga bagay na gusto nilang sbhin sa Facebook. Nakaktuwa lng na malaman un.

  . . . May ilang hindi inabutan nung sharing na gusto kong malaman kung ano ung ishashare nila. Sayang pero ok na din. Mahirap kasi maglabas ng mga bagay na nararamdaman mo nang hindi ka hinuhusgahan ng iba un.. haha. Sana magsbi din sila or magshare ng mga bagay bagay. Haha. Kasi minsan ugn mga tao na akala natin walang problema meron pala. Pero ang ganda tlga ng retreat.

  . . . Isang bagay lng ako nahirapan ang wag makipagusap, kasi kilala ako biglan maingay at madaldal so ang pagtahimik ay isang pagsubok, pero kahit papaano naman ay tumahimik ako.. :) haha. Gayun din naman ung iba. hahaha.

 . . . Isa lng ang hindi magandang nangyari nung aming retreat un ay ang pagkainis ni ma'am Dina sa ibang fourth year. Hindi ko alam kung sino-sino sila pero kung sino man yun sigurado asar na asar na siya kaya niya un nagawa. Sayang lang kasi kailangan pang may mainis para malaman nila ang pagkakamali nila. Sayang pero wala na taung magagawa nangyari na.

 . . . Masaya naman ang retreat kahit may ganoong eksena. :) Sana hindi na galit si ma'am pagdating ng monday.

Salamat kay Father Aries :) Ma'am Bernardina,Ma'am Straussberge, Sir Jeff at Father Edgar sa pagbibigay ng isang masaya at makabuluhang retreat. :)

PS: hindi ko alam kung paano kumalat ang blog ko at kung sino sino na ang nkakaalam nito, kasi onti lng nmn ang pinagsbhan ko.? Sno kaya ang nagkalat? pero ok lng nmn.

Bkt ganun?

 .. May Family problem kami ngayon, hindi ko alam kung masosolve pa, kasi malaki tlga. Ang hirap pala kasi kahit sa school naiisip ko sia, habang nageexam. Papasok ka sa school ng maga ang mata kakaiyak pero ndi mo masabi kasi hindi pwede, buti nlng singkit ako.. Madali magpalusot. Kala siguro ng iba Ok ako, pero hindi tlga. Hindi ko nlng ssbhin kung ano pero meron tlga. Hindi sia financial problem, sana nga un nlng para siguro hindi ganito.

 .. Mahirap lng kasi ung mga natulungan namin noon hindi man lang kami tulungan ngayon. Nung sila ung may problema tinulungan namin sila, pero ngaun na kami na ung nangangailangan ng tulong wala na sila. Bkt ganun?

 .. Nahihirapan ako kasi mas naiintindihan ko ung mga nangyayari mas alam ko ung mga possibleng mangyari. Mahirap kasi wala akong magawa. Ano nga ba magagawa ko bata lng ako? Kung meron lng  gagawin ko naman ee. Ang hirap hirap lng tlga. Pinapakita ko na Ok ako kasi kung ipapakita ko na hindi, kawawa naman sila. May problema na nga sasama pa ako. :'(

Yami pt 2

    . ito ung second part nung Yami actually pinuto ko lgn un kasi masyado nang mahaba.. so aftr x-mas party nag"overnight" swimming kami. ok nmn hindi nmn ako na-awkward sbi nung isa kong friend kasi daw hindi pa naman namin nagpaguusapan un ee, sa isip isip ko baka nga.

   . after ilang days lagi kaming magkachat pag OL ako at sya. tpos aun marami kaming napag uusapan tulad ng walang katapusan naming "Kumain ka na ba?" at "anong gawa mo" na halos araw araw naming tanungan.

   . Ito ang isang interesting thing, nalaman na ng buong angkan daw nila ung tungkol sakin, due to my dearest classmate whom I shouldn't mention the name, at take note ang snabi niyang chikka ay "KAMI na daw".. ang galing db?.. tpos aun kinuwento nung classmate ko na un sa ewan ko kung sino then nalaman na nung mama ni ________. tpos pati mama ng bestfriend ko nalaman pa tungkol dun kasi snbi ni dearest classmate un sa mama nia na snbi nmn ng mama nia sa mamani bff..
    --- kung tatanungin nio ako ng gagawin ko? wala, hahayaan ko nlng, kasi kapag pumatol ka totoo pero pag tumahimik ka nmn "silence means yes" so wala na lng, huhupa din un, parang bagyo lng.

   . ayan lng nmn ang mga happening ung iba syempre secret na or pde ko ring i-share sa iabng times, pag nasa mood ako. hahahaha :) 


Love lots <3
  ---->Pairima :)

Yami..

iyan ang twag sakin ni ________. Kasi You Are My Inspiration daw. I think October pa yung first trend ng Yami na un pero this December 21 2012 lang niya sinabi kung sino yun then, ako nga daw. Pinahulaan niya un nagbigay sia ng mga clues, pero since shonggabells ako pagdating sa mga ganung hula hula portion, hindi ko nahulaan.
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   - actually ewan ko kung paano ba ako nagreact nun (nung sinabi na niya kung sino nga si yami), kasi sobra akong nashock at hindi makapaniwala, actually hindi nga siya nagsisink-in sakin ee, pero nung time na un dalawa kami nung isa ko pang friend na hindi din nila sinabhan kung cno ako at si Yami na parang nakatayo na magka-dikit then nung sinabi na nga nia napayakap ako sa friend ko ng mahigpit kasi nga nagulat ako at hindi ko inexpect na ako un..

 . Tpos may mga sinabi sia, hindi ko na ssbhin kasi bsta.. so aun nagbigay sia ng flower tsaka chocolate. (( kung tatanungin nio kung anu ung nangyari: ung sa chocolate pagkalagay ko sa ref namin at pagbalik after ilang hours isa nlng ang natira sa 4 na chocolate so atleast may nakain nmn ako db? ung sa flower gnawa ko ung parang sa experiment namin dati sa biology ako nlng nakaka-alam nun.. bsta hindi ko tinapon para remembrance. ))

Wala daw regalo kasi nga nawalan sia ng pera. wawa nmn.Then tinanong nia kung pwede daw bang mangligaw? at that precise moment naisip ko ito :
                       <<<<<" may sinabi siya sakin nun na manhid daw ako, kala ko nmn joke lng kaya ndi ko napansin, pero ndi ko tlga napansin na may gusto sia sa sakin so napa-isip ako nung time na yun na : "sheeeeet, manhid ba talaga ako?, imaginin mo friends kami close nga ee tpos hindi ko napansin? tibay pero, baka hindi lng tlga ako assuming much" >>>>>
Tapos may nagsbi na nagaantay daw siya ng sgot so napaisip ulit ako:
                       <<<<<"paano kung ganito ang mangyari.... paano kung ganyan.... ang dami daming puampasok sa utak ko na sceneries then nasabi ko na ">>>>>
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OO.. Bkt?  kasi db life is all about chance so why don't I give it a try tutal friends nmn kami , sguro nmn hindi nia ko pinagtitripan db? Tsaka ligaw palang naman db? pero malay natin.. maraming pwedeng mangyari. so un. Pero pag ako tlga TRIP lng nun humanda tlga.. Pero sbi nmn NIYA ndi daw, so naniwala nmn ako.



PS: Same thing happened last year but with a different person, pero nung snbi nia un, NDI na siya nanligaw kaya ewan ko kung san nanggaling ang chikka ng iba..



.till next post, >.<
Love lots <3
-----> Pairima

Facebook

 . Dahil sa fb ko, may mga nagaapproach sa akin at nagssbing gusto daw nila ako, actually medyo madami na sila haha. feelingera. mga 4 na sila haha.

 . ung isa pa nga dun is sinasbi nia na mahal na daw nia ako. ganyan ganyan, hindi nmn ako naniniwala, kasi nga db? sa facebook lng un malay ko nmn ba kung sino ung mga un. or kung ano ba tlga sila. at ung mga intentions nila. tsaka delikado ang buhay ngaun malay nio kitain pa ko tpos bigla akong ihain sa mga hapag kainan  nila  mahirap na holiday pa nmn ngaun mapagkamalan pa akong hamon . :) hahaha  joke .

 . wag niong isipin na pinapaasa ko sila, hindi po sinasbi ko agad na wala silang mapapala kaya friends nlng.. ung sa iba ok lng nmn daw po iyon...  ung isa nmn ang kapal muks hingian ba nmn ako ng number kasi wala daw siyang txt mate? tpos tawagin pa akong sweet? yuckk, eeeewwww, kaderdersss... kaya anong ginawa ko syempre BLOCK. haha...

 . Dahil din sa fb nakachat ko ang isang tao hindi ko inakalang makakachat ko., at infairness ang tagal at ang dami naming napagusapan nun aaa. hahaha :) nyc one for me.

 . may tao din akong nahanap sa fb ang aking Old friends at ang isang tao na nacurios ako .. haha. nakaktulong nmn tlga ang fb lalo na sa communications. wag lng tlga mali ang gawing paggamit dto. un lng.


Love lots <3
   ----->Pairima :)