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 . Dahil sa fb ko, may mga nagaapproach sa akin at nagssbing gusto daw nila ako, actually medyo madami na sila haha. feelingera. mga 4 na sila haha.

 . ung isa pa nga dun is sinasbi nia na mahal na daw nia ako. ganyan ganyan, hindi nmn ako naniniwala, kasi nga db? sa facebook lng un malay ko nmn ba kung sino ung mga un. or kung ano ba tlga sila. at ung mga intentions nila. tsaka delikado ang buhay ngaun malay nio kitain pa ko tpos bigla akong ihain sa mga hapag kainan  nila  mahirap na holiday pa nmn ngaun mapagkamalan pa akong hamon . :) hahaha  joke .

 . wag niong isipin na pinapaasa ko sila, hindi po sinasbi ko agad na wala silang mapapala kaya friends nlng.. ung sa iba ok lng nmn daw po iyon...  ung isa nmn ang kapal muks hingian ba nmn ako ng number kasi wala daw siyang txt mate? tpos tawagin pa akong sweet? yuckk, eeeewwww, kaderdersss... kaya anong ginawa ko syempre BLOCK. haha...

 . Dahil din sa fb nakachat ko ang isang tao hindi ko inakalang makakachat ko., at infairness ang tagal at ang dami naming napagusapan nun aaa. hahaha :) nyc one for me.

 . may tao din akong nahanap sa fb ang aking Old friends at ang isang tao na nacurios ako .. haha. nakaktulong nmn tlga ang fb lalo na sa communications. wag lng tlga mali ang gawing paggamit dto. un lng.


Love lots <3
   ----->Pairima :)

Baby ko :)

 . Good evening.


Ang saya saya ko TODAY December 30 2012 kasi ngaun duamting ang Baby namin:

Baby :")

Ayan ang baby ko Ang NIKON 5100 namin. hahahaha. matagal na akong nagpapbili niyan kaya lng ngaun lng nkabili actually kanina manunuod dapat kami ng Sine kaso lng ndi nila trip kaya kumain nlng kami sa Sbarro tapos biglang natopic ang dslr tpos tumingin na kami then bumili si mama hahaha. buti nlng may pera :") hahaah. saya saya much. (^_^)

Ito ung mga kuha ko mula dyan .. :

me and my sisteret :)

blur ang background

blur ang flower

puno mlamang :")

Jump shot ni Wrandell. haha

Sorry hindi po msyadong magaganda kulang pa sa practice ee. :")
Dto ko nlng to pinost kasi sbhin pa ng iba mayabang ako, kaya dto nlng tsaka mas feel ko ee :")

Xmas PArty outfit

ako ung nakasando tpos ung ktabi ko si Michi Shiraishi.

Ung guy si Carlo Panganiban.

Yan ang outfit ko nung x-mas party nmn. :D hehe 

Things Happen

                   

                      We had a practice today for our "presentation in music" on Monday. Many came, some are late and some are not. That's Ok, at least they came. :) It was supposed to be a "PRACTICE" but unfortunately it wasn't only three group has a good performance. How great.! and how sarcastic I am.

                      I got pissed today because as i said out of 9 or 8 groups our batch has for the presentation only three groups were able to perform well. The others sorry to say but it was just like they did that only to perform something and they wasn't prepared. When almost everyone is there and the glee club members are finished singing in the communion of the third grade students, some of my batch and classmate were asking me already if they can go. I quote that they have been there for only 3 minutes. ******** right?

                       I understand that they have other commitments but **** I've been asking them the whole day yesterday on what time they'll be gone but they don't know, how great.! I told them to txt their mentor but i don't know if they did. They also told me that wonderful news just this morning.  They're reason is that their mentor just told them that last evening but hell and damnation they could've ask and he could've given them a straight forward answer because that is a freaking wedding and that is scheduled. ********...

                      It is ironic that those people who you thought would have helped you did not and those people whom you expect will do nothing did better. I freaking did everything in order for that ******* AVR room to be free for those times and when they got there they'll just freaking leave. Many batchmates of mine did that. It pissed me really big, because i am the one who ask our teachers to lend us some time. ********..

                      W.T.E.


                     
                     

Nakakatuwa..

Sorry po sa ssbhin ko.. pero nakakatuwa tlga ee.

. May ppntahan kaung place nagsbi ka nmn na malalate ka. Nagtxt ka. Tapos nung papunta ka na dun sa place na un, ibababa ka ng Hinayupak na Driver sa God damn street na sobrang LAYO sa ppntahan mo partida katirikan ng araw at naiwan mo ang payong mo sa pagmamadali at dahil nga malayo mukha ka ngayong **** na naghahanap ng street. May kasalanan din nmn ako kahit papano kasi late ako..


<<<<<Pero bakit ako late? kasi nung papaalis na ko ayaw nang pumayag ng mama ko na umalis ako bukas nlng daw. tapos pinili-pilit ko pa, edi pumayag>>>>>.


Txt ka ng txt. Tpos WAIT daw.. ikaw nmn tong c ***** na nagwait.. wala na pala sila doon.  ndi manlng sinabi na wala na pala sila doon db? para sana umalis ka na kaso ndi pinagwait ka pa ee ang init init. after Ten freaking minutes ssbhan or should i say i-t-txt ka na On the way na sila sa ibang Lugar. ansaya db??  palakpakan tayo.! pero ung una mong txt e nagttnong ka na nasan na sila. ang galing tlaga ng sagot. grabe. para ka tuloy ngayong ****.


Minsan ka lng aantayin ndi pa nagawaa grabe pero pag ikaw, mukha ka ng **** sa kakaantay sa kanila pag umaalis kau ndi m nmn cla iniiwan. db? angaling no? pag cla pero pag ikaw na umasa ka pa.! ganyan nmn talga ee. Pero partida pag iba kahit ang tagal tagal na nilang nagaantay OK lng sa mga **** partida pa un aa kasi ndi nagssbi ung mga un... so sobrang saya lng tlga as in sobra sobra.!


Dapat tlga ndi ka nageexpect sa mga tao para ndi ka nagmumukhang tanga, actually kahit sa "friends" mo kasi same results.... Disappointment.


- ndi nmn ako madalas magtampo ung as in tampo talaga...

pero…  haist, nakakinis lng tlga, bkt kpag magttampo ako tapos may makakaalam tatawa nakakatawa ba un? bkt ka nagtampo? kasi may dahilan db? ano nmn tingin mo sakin high o adik para magtampo ng walang dahilan?.. kaya paano mo nmn ssbhin db?  kaya nakakatawa tlga db? sobra nga ee. pwede na siguro akong maging clown ang lakas kasi ng sense of humor ko ee. tawa tau ha… ha… ha…

. actually pang ilan na.. sabi sau wag ka muna magpaganyan kasi sabay sabay daw kau. tapos makikita mo meron na sila.. ang galing.. :D sunod.. hanggat hindi nila narerealize na baka magtampo ka ok lng sa kanila na magisa kahit na in the first place sumama ka lng dun para ndi sila magtampo sau kahit alam mo na wala ka namang ggwin dun. tapos magaantay lng, wala din… tsss. disappointment nlng palagi.. >.< grabehan lng talaga.. Nkakatuwa. ha… ha… ha… 

-- kung kababawan man to sa tignin mo I DO NOT FREAKING FUCKING CARE. kasi ndi nmn ikaw ung nagmukhang **** dun sa ****** ***** lugar na un kakaintay sa mga mababait mong "kaibigan" na iniwan ka lang na parang ****.

isa itong NAKAKATUWANG araw..

lalng

Kahapon ay nag exam kami ni Danice sa MApua Institue of Technology sa Manila. :D

ndi ko masabi kung madali or mahirap ung exam para kasing ewan ee :DD pero sana makapasa SANA talaga :DD NkapagUSTET na rin ako at UPCAT. :D sana may mapasa nmn ako :D

 . . . ang hirap Ma-LEFT-OUT (sobra) . . .

  . paano ko ba ito sisimulan? ang hirap ee. i want to say the things i feel but i can't seem to think of appropriate words. I don't even know where to start.

 . so i'll just start by saying: Out Of Place ay parang nagiging constant feeling ko na ngaun around the people I was Close to BEFORE. I am becoming distant to them (I know) because they are like that to me, it's not that i am taking on a revenge but it is just hard to be close to people who are putting walls between them and you. I started to feel like these a couple of months ago. I admit that Loading isn't something I do regularly, but I think that shouldn't be the reason why i should be LEFT OUT.
( kasi wala lng akong load andami ko ng hindi alam, tpos pag nagtanong ka sa kanila sa personal ang ssbhin sau "magpaload ka kasi" bakit ganun db? bawal ba nilang sbhin un sa personal? hindi ba pwede?)

 . I am also Hurt in a way < not super hurt but kind a hurt> because they don't treat me the way they treat each other. I can't fully explain it but it's like that. I am ALWAYS the last person to know anything from most of them ( from the things they talked about, the things they feel about somethings or someone and many others). It also hurt when they seem to ignore you ( they may did it unintentionally but it still hurt the same way). I always and constantly feel that there are many thing I don't know about them which I should've because we are supposed to be "FRIENDS", i don't blame the others if they feel that they should always ask because the others won't tell it to you willingly.

 . One thing I think that you should know about me is that I don't like being a Fool and I don't stick around especially when i am feeling that i am unwanted. I don't stick around when I am unwanted because I can't bear the thought that there are people who can;t seem to tolerate my presence. I don't want to be labelled as "Kill Joy" and most certainly "panira". Fool because I don't deserve it, I trust you but then why can't you trust me back? I can't think of other explanation possible for your actions. Because I believe that IF and ONLY IF you trust someone you can tell him/her anything but since you don't what more can i expect? I don't also know what is your BIG problem in me having new friends? are you genuinely jealous or you just feel that way because you don't like the person I am close to now. ( i didn't mean to offend you but i can't help feeling this way).

. I don't talk much now because according to many "Madaldal daw ako" so eto mananahimik nalng ako para wala kaung maging problema. nakakhiya nmn kasi ee. I am serious most of the time cause there wasn't anything that i find funny.

. I don't tell them these things because they will just misunderstand it and they are going to twist my words and give their own damn interpretation without telling you. They are gonna conclude something and believe their own without hearing you out first OR they will tell you they UNDERSTAND you but the truth is that they never actually "really understand you".

 . I don't hate you guys that is one thing that i can ULTIMATELY ASSURE you . I am not faking my responses to you but when i am with you i always think of the actions and things you say in front of me that is why I don't say anything much.

- i don't know if it was just me who has a problem or is it really you. I hope this is just a misunderstand we can sort out. You are equally important to me because you were a part of my teenage life my growing years are with you. so i hop we can sort this out.