I tried.

Believe it or not I tried to understand you. I keep trying not to let the words they speak hit my nerves but they still do unfortunately.

I am not deceiving you by being close to you even though I myself do not very much appreciate your actions or choice of words. I am still close to you because I keep TELLING MYSELF that you are just changing like me and everyone else but sometimes you are crossing the line. You do not sometimes care on what kind of words comes out of your mouth, you sometimes don't care if someone might be hurt, you just want to express, whatever it is that you like to which for me is a bit unfair especially if you say those things in public then the person to whom you are telling those stuff can do nothing but sit and stare.

They say that you are a user, you're just close to me or to anyone because you need something from them. I do not want to believe them so please do not give me reasons to.

Believe me I tried But I still fail to understand you. I know that you do not mean to hurt people by expressing yourself but please be mindful that although unconsciously we can hurt others so please be mindful.

I am trying my best not to be influenced by their comments to you but I am finding it hard to do when you gave me proof of their allegations.